Daniel FX Bedard
about 6′-2″
no publish, no face, no press, no inquisition.
yes natural elements, yes status quo infidelity, yes humility, yes hypocrisy.
no good: english
yes good: theorized vernacular
i’ve found that i’m subconscious driven, tho i’ve yet to flush out the relation between the conscious and subconscious, which would allow me to know what it is that really drives me. i believe in 20 hours meditations, i also believe that the road is the primary medium for mental development. i practice theory, and ceased a human being when inquiring humility vs. hypocrisy.
i create time, tho i’m slow at first. in between nodes i construct.
construction, as it remains undefined, abuses the time i create.
during construction i explore materials, unfortunately for time, i grew tired of e-construction.
i develop an appreciation for true materials at this point in my theory as its makes the whole concept more plausible. i especially appreciate metal, steel from day one. i do know relatives, tho my theory on wood does lack experience, it does present well. plastic are treated as a cousin unnaturally conceived. leather is a new mistress i’ve yet to explain to metal.
i collect experience, obsess over it at times. experience, i recommend is not an emotion, however i still believe that experience is an opinion. i’ve notice that TV is a deprivation of experience, but i enjoy an abuse of power in that sense.
it is my attempt to appreciate thru experience. i appreciate the sutra of Patanjali 1.33 which relays the 4 keys to the 4 locks: maitri karuna muditopeksanam sukha duhkha punyapunya visayanam bhavanatas citta prasadanam
“By cultivating attitudes of friendliness toward the happy, compassion for the unhappy, delight in the virtuous, and disregard toward the wicked, the mind-stuff retains its undisturbed calmness.”
